This is it. The tipping point.

I cant handle it. There is too much on my plate.

Research for 3 ongoing projects. Emergency research, in-depth, large scale research. Due ASAP, due next week, due before you leave but lets have a review on this soon.

Pitches, quick think how should we go about this. Internal review in 10mins time k? I want the deck from the two of you by Friday. Please confirm the orders by this week. Can you contact this company and get some credentials? Can you come up with the content and the calendar for blasting - say for a 6mths timeframe? Sorry to tell you only now, but can you do this part of the presentation, and we are leaving in an hr's time.

Can you please scan this? Oh this is an old mac that takes 30 secs to scan a A4 full colour ah? Oh, got studio ppl using? Hmm, maybe make this 200page doc scans due the day after lor. Could you type out what you see on these pages? I only have the hard copy, but I wld like a soft copy. 

Can you please say whatever that is on your mind? You keep saying it then not saying it. I have no time to try and understand you and this is irritating me. This is the way we work, they are not trained in communications, they dont need to know the planning stuff. This is how agency works, it is a team effort. You can't do everything by yourself.

Don't stare at the computer for too long. Try not to read anything. When you put your eyes drops, try not to blink in reflex, it would only increase the pressure in your eyes. Maybe you would like to wait till you are older to consider lasik? Why do my eyes hurt even when I am rubbing them now? Shouldn't they have healed? 

Chromax 4 times a day. Tiamol 2 times a day for 4 days, then 1 time a day for 4 days, then switch to new medication. 5 mins between diff medicine. 1 hr before and after contact lenses.

Articles are due tomorrow! Please keep pressuring your writers to help out at the matric fair. I know a lot of you guys are not interning, so please pressure them. Sorry I am not in SG now, sorry I am going on exchange, sorry I am back at my country now - WE CANT HELP YOU WRITE YOUR ARTICLES.




Help.

Updates on my life:

( Blah blahblah blahblahblah )

Just wanna take a moment to apologise though - I probably sound short and cold in smses nowadays and if I even go out at all, I am kinda spazzy or just emo sometimes. The main reason is because I am to deal with so much verbal and non verbal communication the whole day at work (and I think I keep getting it wrong) that I just shut down and stop doing it when I can let my guard down.

Erm, i cant say it face to face, or even over sms but sorry to people who have been receiving wierdly formed smses from me...


Onto other news. If you are:
 
1. Female,
2. 20-30 years old,

please help me with a short survey at

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Have a great week ahead people, those going shopping overseas, have a safe trip! <3 

Look, me and her - we are a team. We left not because there is shopping to be done. GSS not even started yet lor. We left because we are obviously just there to fill up the numbers so that you guys can post on your blogs something like "We had a class outing today. __ people turned up, wow!"  Really, if we could feel even less welcomed, we would be like the local workers at coffee shop. Needed to hit the quota but not actually wanted.



Thank you for the look of surprise :) Dragging my friend about City Hall and Clarke quay frantically and eating dinner 7 hours after my last meal beside a bunch of smokers is almost worth it. Erm sorry about the flower delivery service.



I had fun taking crazy photos on the bridge, eating Subway by a fountain, and admiring the "dancers" in the audience with you yesterday. Thank you for everything, I shall try to be better at directions next time? 



The conclusion should have been obvious. There were people waiting for you at the ground floor, quietly, patiently. I am really bad with dealing with the "not playing the performance thing" very sorry I couldnt hang around.



Dear, we should be tougher and not let ourselves be bullied. Thanks for teaching and sharing with me your insights, next time we go for coffee on our own terms k :)

http://madein2208.wordpress.com/

It is a damn long semester. And it is far from over still.

Ahhh. This is interesting.

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Happiness is just a word to me
And it might have meant a thing or two
If I'd known the difference

Emptiness, a lonely parody
And my life, another smokin' gun
A sign of my indifference

Always keepin' safe inside
Where no one ever had a chance
To penetrate a break in

Let me tell you some have tried
But I would slam the door so tight
That they could never get in

Kept my cool under lock and key
And I never shed a tear
Another sign of my condidtion

Fear of love or bitter vanity
That kept me on the run
The main events at my confession

I kept a chain upon my door
That would shake the shame of Cain
Into a blind submission

The burning ghost without a name
Was calling all the same
But I wouldn't listen

The longer I'd stall
The further I'd crawl
The further I'd crawl
The harder I'd fall
I was crawlin' into the fire

The more that I saw
The further I'd fall
The further I'd fall
The lower I'd crawl
I kept fallin' into the fire
Into the fire
Into the fire

Suddenly it occurred to me
The reason for the run and hide
Had totaled my existnce

Everything left on the other side
Could never be much worse that this
But could I go the distance

I faced the door and all my shame
Tearin' off each piece of chain
Until they all were broken

But no matter how I tried
The other side was licked so tight
That door it wouldn't open

Gave it all that I got
And started to knock
Shouted for someone
To open the lock
I just gotta get through the door

And the more that I knocked
The hotter I got
The hotter I got
The harder I'd knock
I just gotta break through the door

Gotta knock a little harder
Gotta knock a little harder
Gotta knock a little harder
Break through the door

 

OH MY FREAKING GOD.

Joe Hisaishi is the composer for Departures' movie soundtracks.


I wanted to watch this.
 
I desperately want to watch this now.